Thinking about the future just depresses me. Seeing pictures of homes and couples on the internet just makes me sad because I want that… I want my own home that I can decorate and someone in my life I can share things with. Why can’t I have that? And I feel as though I will never be able to have that. I am stuck and it seems physically and mentally impossible for me to move on and get there. Everyone is moving on without me and leaving me behind.